So tired. Questioning life. Didn’t think I’d like Texas so much. Never dreamed of moving there. I love my family and this job is great. But I could love teaching there. I have friends there. It’s warm there. I could have my own family there.
Merp. Finish classes. Pay off debt. Save up. Get ready.
I stopped taking effexor bc I felt like I was only feeling side effects. That mixed with the holidays plus what was going poorly with the boy made for a bad couple of days. I’m back on it now. Realized I was supposed to be taking it twice a day. These headaches and stomach pains are almost unbearable but at least I feel normal. ish.
Steve is in the hospital. He had surgery for spinal stenosis. People here are less scared compared to a few days ago but we’re all still worried.
Gub got engaged over the weekend. So did Sean and kitty.
That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it’s reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking.
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